I looked up "traditional families" in the search section of LJ, and you and one other person popped up besides me. I feel that it was seriously God's hand at work in finding your LJ. I went to your geocities page and read your story. My heart wept.
Then, I went into my little girl's room to watch her sleep, as I had such a rough day with my family today, and felt so convicted by your story.
I pulled her on my lap, and held her and cried. I cried for me because I can't imagine that happening... and I cried for you. I won't even say I am sorry, because that is just not enough.
I am going to friend you. I don't expect you to friend me, and that is okay. But I am a faithful prayer warrior, and I want you to know I am going to pray for you, your husband, and all of your darling children for the next month faithfully, every day.
I want to make so many people aware of your situation, but not sure how to go about it in the right way... the way that will be beneficial to you. I know you don't know me, but I am a housewife, with more free time than the average person who works outside the home. I want to help in any way, but I will start with prayer, and if there's anything else I can do to help... well, I am on here.